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wel today i felt like shiet....sigh! the past few days have been the most boring days in mai life!! lmao...ok..maybe not that bad..but i juz feel like shiet!!!....=(
sometimes it feels as if nowun cares abt me...im sure everyone goes thru these days...siighh....
even mai family has been makn me feel left out....>.<>...
today i juz been annoyed wit emz all..coz they all ..annoying me! lol.. [o.O]~~
i oso been confused abt ...things... basically wut has been running thru mai head this pass few hours ish....... wo hen xi huan ni...ke si.. ni ye ai wo ma?? wo bu zi tao wo zuo se me.... i reali reali wuna kno..>.< coz im confused..coz u dun show it..and blEHH!!...sighh!!
im juz reali confused inside and duno wut to do??...i kno iwl hav to find out how he feels coz it gona be harder to let go later.....=/...yer!!? hehe...bleh!! but im afraid of the answer...coz nowun likes rejection....*duhHH* lmao.....im afraid that if i ask the answer is no......but i reali like him and im falling deeper...so i reali wish that wont be the answerr..lol if onli he knew and i didnt hav to ask coz he would show that he reali cared....but bleh..but the looks of things atm..hrmm i duno!??? aiyahh.........i wuna hug!! haha